Author: missyannarnold
Carefully hidden behind one side, I discovered a perfect bird’s nest. Then I eagerly watched to see what little imposter tagged its home on my wreath. It didn’t take long because as soon as I walked out the door, not one but often two small grayish birds flew from the nest onto the branch of the tree right across from my porch. Two sneaky little lovebirds made a home there.
My mother-in-law has seen her share of heartache throughout her entire life. And now, as I deal with my husband having cancer, her son, as well, she doesn’t waver or doubt. She holds onto the best outcomes and reminds me not to get lost.
At some point, it all will cease. Somehow in pure exhaustion, I will find more strength. And like the power of a cleansing earth rain, my soul will have released toxins attempting to infect me. The comfortable silence returns to hug my heart. I remain still as I wait for the sun to break through with assurance and hope. I may even see the colors paint the sky as the rainbow’s promise returns and reminds me of its potential.
I could hear a reminder from God Himself, presented in a love language I could embrace. He used those closest and forever imprinted upon my heart to emphasize that I’m not in control, but sown seeds can turn into beautiful blooms.
The gloom dangles heavily over us, and just when we think it will never break or let us go. Beams of sunshine break through and hug each of our souls—The promises and reflections of God’s glory. Let us embrace them.
So, unbox the cars, crash the bumpers, tear off the tires, and see the beauty of brokenness in yourself and others. Forget perfection. It is a facade. Embrace the potential of broken things and the possibilities of restoration.
Three words can help reset our sense of being overwhelmed and in despair. REPEAT with me: DO NOT FEAR! According to bible commentaries, “FEAR not” is in the bible 365 times. Is it coincidental that there are 365 days in a year?
Squishing and smashing play-doh at any age is highly recommended by Nanee and Hallie. It helps if you say SQUISH or SMASH IT with childhood expression.
After noticing the changes and some research, what I suspected was confirmed. Our cat detects that my husband is battling an illness. Their keen sense of smell can pick up hormonal body changes and people’s emotions. I am not surprised in the least.
I see him in people and the reflection they emit. I see Him in extended family members and friends. I see him in my best friend when she sends me a funny meme at just the right time. I see Him in strangers. I see Him in a busy doctor 20 hours away that takes time to answer my emails and be part of our story.