Browsing: Tearstains

At some point, it all will cease. Somehow in pure exhaustion, I will find more strength. And like the power of a cleansing earth rain, my soul will have released toxins attempting to infect me. The comfortable silence returns to hug my heart. I remain still as I wait for the sun to break through with assurance and hope. I may even see the colors paint the sky as the rainbow’s promise returns and reminds me of its potential.

I could hear a reminder from God Himself, presented in a love language I could embrace. He used those closest and forever imprinted upon my heart to emphasize that I’m not in control, but sown seeds can turn into beautiful blooms.

Three words can help reset our sense of being overwhelmed and in despair. REPEAT with me: DO NOT FEAR! According to bible commentaries, “FEAR not” is in the bible 365 times. Is it coincidental that there are 365 days in a year?

We have to give ourselves those moments when the inner toddler is relentless. Let it go, and then remind ourselves that we must move beyond the infant stage and make the best of the current world we have.

This man’s red is not a shiny red suit, but his form creates scarlet shadows. As we think of him at Christmas, lying in a manger, in a stable, keeping company with the animal babies, we are oblivious to red destiny encompassing his very entry into the world.

If compelled to, go ahead and give. In the best-case scenario, you truly helped someone.  And guess what? If they lied to you, scammed you, bought a bottle, or anything else, God will sort that out. That is the part of it that truly is not our job!

For at least the 6th year in a row since he left home and got married, he reminded me again, “Mom, this is the last year.” I chuckled and smiled at him, “Duly noted.” I have promised him for the last few years it would be the last.